I floundered,
I cried,
I hurted,
I waited,
I withered,
I seasoned,
I remembered,
I loved.
My escape
I floundered,
I cried,
I hurted,
I waited,
I withered,
I seasoned,
I remembered,
I loved.
The past didn’t kept me.
Nor this present would have me.
Where will time take me.
Over the gone years.
Reluctant old friends we were,
Silence and bruised me.
~The One~
The one my heart had fought for,
The one that brought out the hidden me.
The one that caught my memories
The one, this pen hasn’t forgotten yet.
The one, my tears are for.
The one, time has failed to fade with.
The one that I never met;
The one but I had love.
Will we ever meet?
~This heart~
Time has leaped
But this heart feigns to realise,
It only longs to go back.
Before it finally gives in to time
And locked away the memories
It thinks of that lost love
One more time it calls out in vain
Time has leaped
But this heart only longs to hear from the one gone.
~A long wait~
A long wait,it has been.
For the pain to turn into a dull ache,
For your memories to not hurt deeply.
A long wait,it will be.
For my heart to accept this pain as the only reminder,
Of a time when it had opened up to you.
Now it awaits;
When it can again see you as a passing stranger who didn’t stay.
A long wait,it has been.
My heart had chose silence.
It longs to be freed,
String the unsaid words and weave them into these bare pages.
A long wait,it will be.
When that dream will be left behind at a distance.
Time gently nudging and pulling me away.
Reality finally catching up on me.
A long wait,it is.
~ Hidden Memories ~
I try to feel the ground beneath,
Plunging in the depth of mind.
I hid a memory,
But another comes rushing back.
Entangled in a maze.
I struggle to find the way out.
Caught by a thorn that draws blood.
Memories laden tears numbs the pain ;
I close the door to one memory,
But another opens silently.
The warmth then disappears,
The cold embraces me.
These hidden memories ;
Will time be able to ease them away?
Trust it to make the amends?
I hid a memory,
Another comes rushing back.